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Things, Life feels like it is finally coming together (knock on wood) I loved the experience of working in a law office, and loved learning how to get myself around Baltimore, but it just wasnt the job for me. I am hoping to get the job at amazing glaze, i love working with people and have a passion for art so it would make my day if i had the opportunity to work there. I am moving into a new house, it should be done being built in less then a month! My family seems to be less stressed than usual and my friends have been coming together more than ever… school has felt like forever but summer is not too far away and i will finally get to relax. I really couldnt complain right now. God really does answer prayers, just in a different way than expected.
This Sunday is Palm Sunday …Palm Sunday is marked by the distribution of palm leaves (often tied into crosses) to the assembled worshipers. The difficulty of procuring palms for that day’s ceremonies in unfavorable climates for palms led to the substitution of boughs of box, yew, willow or other native trees. The Sunday was often designated by the names of these trees. The palm branch was a symbol of triumph and of victory, the palms were used in ways of greeting Jesus. This post may seem like it has something to do with religion which in a way yes it does but what i was trying to get across was the amount of repsect the Jewish people had for their leader. What we dont realize is that every day we come across people that we need to respect and we take it lightly. Respecting someone can and may be the biggest compliment we can give them. Today at work i was sitting at my desk and just started thinking about how much the lawyers i work for show respect towards me and take the time out of their busy work day to show it. I have worked jobs where i have been treated with no repspect because of my age, age should have nothing to do with the amount of repect someone gives you. Today i was signing papers for one of Daves clients that needed to be notarized and his client said something about how i looked too young to be signing “important papers” and that i looked like i was 13. Dave corrected them and stated the fact that i was 20 years old and not only did he correct them, in a nice way, but he told them that i was his paralegal (which i wont officially be for another year) and then made me feel better by mocking himself saying that he looked younger than me when he started his career in law. It just amazed me how someone that is so busy and is in the middle of a meeting with a client could still take the time to respect me and make me feel important in what i do. I hope that this Sunday everyone that reads this can take the time to respect someone in a way that Dave respected me and not just on Sunday but everyday. I’ll be working on this myself :-)
Its crazy how such a good night can turn into a bad night in just minutes. I hadn’t seen my dad in a while he got a new job which has him stay in florida for months at a time and eventually he is going to be moving there. It makes me sad to think that my dad wont be a car ride away but life is about growing up, taking on new responsibilities and about letting go. I also thought that it might be nice to be able to up and go to florida every now and then :-) Decided to go to dinner with my dad he was back in town for two nights and the one night i get to see him my sisters crazy boyfriend had to ruin the night. It makes me so upset that a stupid boy can literally get into my sisters head and ruin her thoughts about EVERYTHING. The one thing that i have learned about woman is that they will do anything for love, it can be a good and bad quality to have, i could babble on all day about it but ill save my energy on that one. Im keeping my head up about the whole situation and hoping that one day my sister will take my advice and hopefully find in her heart that she is a strong beautiful girl that doesnt need a peice of shit boyfriend holding her back..
I couldnt have asked for a better day. Today the weather was so nice that i got to wear a summer dress, crazzy i know. i got a beautiful dress from old navy for half off perfecctt and got to hang with jess<3 now im with coll and her beautiful cousin :) alice and wonderland FINALLY.
Love to all xoxox
Today was great, I love the beautiful weather just that alone puts me In a great mood. I finally got so see Colleen she was away all freakin weekend. Went to Baltimore and walked around fells point, killer trash was really cool but I expected to find a lot of cool stuff and didn’t end up buying anything there. I finally got an awesome bookbag that was made in Peru, not sure what my obsession for book bags is but I love them. Got some free five guys, delicious and then went home gave Sophia her finger puppet and watched abdc all night with col while we shoved our faces full of Ben and Jerrys iceeee creammmm yum. Now I’m watching freaknik which is funny. I should go to sleep though I have art history at 9 am sighh. Goodnight :)
Recently i realized that so many people try so hard to be what they are not (some of which todays society brings upon us), i wish sometimes that everyone could go back in life and be a kid again, there was no peer pressure, no drugs to ruin your life, no one telling you who you should be, i feel like when i was a kid i didnt think “bad” even existed …im tired of the black cloud that hangs over this town. Life is for living, exploring, meeting new people, new cultures, learning and generally for having a good time..people spend too much time worrying about being someone they are not. I wish i could just go back….
